SuperRetardedWalrus

I'm not supposed to love you. I'm not supposed to care. I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do. I'm sorry I can't help myself. I'm in love with you.

It was not so long ago when I thought I'd never meet someone like you. Wrong was I, thinking I'm in control Believing I'd never fall. All my life I thought no one would melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold, a heart hardened by the past, protected by shields so vast. Slowly I was falling without even knowing. Only to find out too late I have no choice but to accept my fate. I could dream, I suppose forever, I could hope there will never be any 'us', that's our destiny so I wake up to reality. I lied when I said I didn't love you, that my feelings for you are through. I lied not because I wanted to but

In your eyes I am invisible Although I know you see me clear What I mean is how I feel, You not knowing my feelings there. But now I feel you slipping Into someone else dream cloud How could I've been so stupid Should've spoken when you smiled Now I can only hope for a chance Because to me, you're irrisitable Please smile at me again So I'll know I'm not invisible.